* Michelle Thoughts, When Helping Hurts

Are you still paying attention?

http://www.pbs.org/newshour/bb/world/july-dec11/paulfarmer_07-28.html

I made a commitment to myself after the January 2010 earthquake in Haiti that I would never forget about Haiti and that I would stay involved in one way or another. One way I’ve decided to do this, as I mentioned in my “Bucket List: From Now Until Take-off”, is that I am trying to educate myself and practice advocacy during my free time before we go into the Peace Corps. In my research, I recently came across this interview, above, with Paul Farmer (you may know him as subject of the book Mountains Beyond Mountains: The Quest of Dr. Paul Farmer, a Man Who Would Cure the World ) which is a reminder that although the earthquake was over 19 months ago, we still need to pay attention.

As Farmer puts it in the interview: “Haiti has had a lot of difficulties after the quake, political unrest, the cholera epidemic, and then a lack of follow-through from some of the big development agencies and those who made pledges. So, it’s going to — so, as I said in January, it’s going to be a real long haul, a long row to hoe.”

How do you and I stay in it for the long haul? Just because we don’t hear about Haiti from the main-stream media anymore, doesn’t mean the need is gone. We can’t all go and serve in Haiti- even if we could, is that really what is needed? As I’ve been doing my online research and reading lots of books, I’ve developed a desire to share what I’m learning with others- especially Americans who tend to be privileged, like me, as well as a bit unsure about what to do with our privilege in light of the great disparity in our world. There are very important things we can do but I think we are often confused about what they are.

One problem we face in America is apathy. Another problem, however, actually comes from those of us who want to help. I think we don’t necessarily know how best to help. Many of us have gone on short-term “missions” to developing countries- or impoverished areas in the U.S.- and more often than not, we come home feeling that we’ve been changed more than we’ve made change for someone else. There’s something to that… Also, we’re often not aware of all the complexities that impact the community we’re visiting, so we don’t always realize how our projects truly impact people after we leave. Our intentions are great but our actions can end up doing more harm than good. No one wants that. This is the subject I hope to shed some light on.

I don’t claim to be an expert but I’m attempting some “independent study” in relation to this idea of helping without hurting, the situation in Haiti being sort of a case study. I think being an educator in this way (sharing with Americans who want to go serve) could potentially be in my long-term vocational path. I’ve thought about working on Youtube-type videos that are catchy and can easily explain important, yet often misunderstood, concepts (sort of like the Story of Stuff video but for different topics). Another idea would be to develop educational activities and programs that would be used to prepare groups who are going abroad to serve, or used for general consulting purposes with churches and non-profits.

Those are some long-term ideas. For now, my thought is that I’ll do a short blog series on related topics in an effort to practice communicating the concepts I’m learning. I hope you’ll bear with me! Also, I would really, really appreciate your interaction with these upcoming posts. Asking for clarification, sharing your own thoughts, pointing me to other resources, and giving feedback will help me refine my vision for this work. Please share!

So more on this subject to come… In the meantime, to learn more about the situation in Haiti, I urge you to read Farmer’s new book, Haiti After the Earthquake and consider signing up for updates and “action alerts” from the Institute for Justice and Democracy in Haiti. As I’ll discuss in future posts, having a better understanding of the context of a place and its people is key to being able to serve there effectively.

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Family Video

I have been meaning to do something with the video footage I took during the month of July when much (though not nearly all) of my Mom’s side of the family joined us for the 4th. I decided to test out one of the iMovie templates that’s in “movie trailer” style. Here’s the result. Enjoy!

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Peace Corps Invite!!!!!!!!!

This is what WE (and many of YOU) have all been waiting for! 13 months after applying and even a few weeks after we were originally supposed to depart, we received our Peace Corps invitation. Even though we’ve known it was coming for the past week, it arrived at the door- not the mailbox- so it was definitely a suprise. We had also been clued in to the general region where we’d likely be placed (although we were warned that the program had not made it through final approval yet- and with all the budget cuts going on, we tried not to get our hopes up), but the country we’re assigned was also surprising! Since we’ve been doing a lot of house-sitting lately, the invite came to my (Michelle’s) parents’ house while Jedd was still in Portland for work so that’s why you’ll see Jedd on Skype in the video.  You’ll just have to watch it to see where we’re going to end up…


For more key points along our Peace Corps journey, from application stages to moving in to our Jamaican home (including more videos), see: Our Peace Corps Process.

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What is Church?

Is church just a place to go on Sundays? As Francis Chan would say, did Jesus come and die so that Christians would go somewhere once a week for a service? Thinking about the true meaning of church and getting creative about what it can look like is something we find ourselves doing from time to time. I thought it was worth sharing the following excerpts of a letter written by my (Michelle’s) former pastor at New Community Church in Spokane, who is now the president of a church-planting organization, Christian Associates International:

I see many churches being planted at this time, but many of them are really simply starting worship services.  The reality is, we don’t need more worship services.  Most churches in most cities have plenty of seats available – right?  Read what veteran missionary and theologian  Howard Snyder says about this dilemma:

“The church gets in trouble whenever it thinks it is in the church business rather than the kingdom business. In the church business, people are concerned with church activities, religious behavior in spiritual things. In the kingdom business, people are concerned with kingdom activities, all human behavior and everything God has made, visible and invisible. Kingdom people see human affairs as saturated with scriptural meaning and kingdom significance. Kingdom people seek first the kingdom of God and its justice; church people often put church work above concerns of justice, mercy and truth. Church people think about how to get people into the church; Kingdom people think about how to get the church into the world. Church people worry that the world might change the church; Kingdom people work to see the church change the world… If the church has one great need, it is this: to be set free for the kingdom of God, to be liberated from itself as it has become in order to be itself as God intends.”

For many years, the church to me was the place where I should go if I wanted to be a “good person” and fulfill my weekly duty of giving some time to God. Since then, I’ve witnessed churches like New Community and Christians like Shane Claiborne who view the church not as a location but as a group of people. Specifically, the church is the Body of Christ in the modern world because it is a diverse “body” of people who are actively carrying out the work of Jesus. This work includes restoring justice, bringing about reconciliation, and transforming lives on personal, community, and international levelsin other words: being Good News to the world, bringing the Kingdom to Earth (as it is in Heaven), and being Christ’s hands and feet.

Over many years, I’ve come to realize that Church isn’t just what happens on Sundays and showing up at service doesn’t actually qualify me to call myself a follower of Christ. There’s a lot more I could say about what Church is, including all the ideas Jedd and I have discussed about creatively meeting the world’s needs, but I’m overwhelmed trying to put all my thoughts into words at this time. Much of what I’ve learned about all this comes from seeing love in action through others but also from reading some really great books. So I’ll take this time to encourage everyone to take a look at my new recommended book list (there’s also a link on the right side of our blog page) which are primarily about being the active Body of Christ in today’s world, a.k.a. the Church. Please pass on any book recommendations you have for me as well and share your own thoughts about Church below.

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Intentional Politics

Eugene Cho

Recently, I came across this great blog post from Pastor Eugene Cho of Quest Church in Seattle. In a general sense, Jedd and I really like what he’s about, and this specific post about being a person of faith who is engaging in politics is one example why. It triggered the idea to write about my own journey into the world of politics. First, here’s an excerpt from Eugene’s post:

“I’m not interested in politics for the sake of politics.

But I care about politics because politics impacts policies which ultimately, impact people.

And by people, I mean that everyone matters. We’re all important but in a system where the poor are often without powerful lobbies, platforms, and megaphones, I believe that the Christian community has both the obligation and privilege to assist them and their needs to be heard. Let’s not be mistaken. God does take sides but they have nothing to do with the sides of liberals or conservatives, Republicans or Democrats, but rather, God takes the sides of the poor and marginalized.” -Eugene Cho (Blog: A Moral Budget…)

By the time I was in college, I was already highly skeptical of politics, mostly because I felt it was divisive, and aligning myself with one party or the other didn’t really fit. Plus, I didn’t really know how getting myself involved politically could possibly make a difference, and I didn’t understand how much American policies have an affect on people- especially the poor.

All of this changed when Jim Wallis came to speak at my school and shared a new way of viewing and participating in politics as a person of faith that I had never heard before. Wallis was sharing from his book, God’s Politics: Why the Right Gets It Wrong and the Left Doesn’t Get It
And it finally made sense to me. “Values Voting” is about more than two issues. Alleviating poverty is a moral value- as is caring for creation, protecting human dignity against discrimination, fighting for the rights of workers, valuing life even in regards to war, and many other issues. Moral values are innately tied up in political policies.

Three or four years later I was actually able to attend a conference called The Mobilization to End Poverty in D.C., put on by Sojourners (of which Jim Wallis is CEO), where I learned even more about being an active citizen, a walk-the-talk Christian, and an advocate for justice on behalf of the poor, the oppressed, and the marginalized. Through the past three years in my (former) job, I was lucky enough to work alongside and learn from other folks who were pursuing this same Biblical call to social justice. The quote above by Eugene Cho is a great summary of what it’s all about. So if you’re a Christian but you shy away from politics, or if you’re really into politics but have been jaded by the “single issue Christians,” maybe take another look…

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Bucket List: From Now Until “Take Off”

First, I want to share another blog post by Portland author, Donald Miller, that goes really well with our “simply intentional” theme: Facing Your Fears.  And the video that goes along with it:

Next, the To List. One of the former superstar students I worked with at U.P. recently posted “25 things to do before twenty-five” as a sort of bucket list on her super creative blog, Purplest Pecalin. Both reading this and having lots of time to think during our month-long road trip, I was inspired to make a To Do list of my own- except it would be things I want to do in this particular chapter of life (our “limbo” until we find out what’s coming next).

1. Learn some Japanese – My goal is to memorize and be able to read japanese characters and to learn some beginning language.

2. Read the Old Testament – I’ve been reading a little bit each night for the last month or so, and there is some crazy stuff that went down back then. I want to try and make more sense out of some of the stories and laws by doing a little background research. So far, I’m looking at this site: Torah Class.

3. Try out some “homesteading” practices. I want to learn how to make my own yogurt, berry jam, and perfect some bread recipes. So far I’ve made some tasty bagels and basic yogurt.

4. Self-educate and practice advocacy. I want to take some extra time to educate myself and then hand-write letters to congress about issues I care about like international trade, policies affecting Haiti, etc. So far, I’ve come across cool sites like: Institute for Justice & Democracy in Haiti, Other Worlds Are Possible, and I’m currently reading When Helping Hurts.

If you have any suggestions to help me attain some of these goals this summer, please share!

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Redwoods and the Oregon Coast

Thanks for tuning in to our adventures! This is the final video blog post of our month-long road trip. After Yosemite, we had one of our longer driving days to get to the Redwoods. We decided to spend only one night in the Redwoods area so we could meet up with my (Michelle’s) family. It has been family tradition since the 1950’s for my Mom’s side to camp at Honeyman State Park in Florence, Oregon. I grew up going there every summer with all the cousins but now many of them have gone separate ways. So this time was a very small gathering of the clan. As you’ll see in the video, Jedd was very excited to end the trip catching two fish back to back since his other catches the week beforehand were too small to keep.

We are now in the Portland and Salem areas enjoying more time with family. What does the rest of the summer hold for us? Well, we’ve been pretty successful lining up house-sitting and work-exchange-for-rent (but we can always do more- let us know), so we continue to be nomadic. We’re excited to do some more traveling as well, with a trip to celebrate Mère’s (Michelle’s grandma’s) 90th birthday in New Orleans and then help Jedd’s great aunt get ready to move from Florida in September. Jedd is working about 3/4 time with Relevant Studios while I am basically doing odd jobs around other people’s houses. We expect to have more information from Peace Corps at the end of the summer, whether that be a final placement or more waiting.


See more from our road trip here (videos included):
Epic Road Trip Day One: 4 States in 2 Days
Yellowstone  Jackson  Exploring Utah   Bryce and Zion
Grand Canyon  Las Vegas National Park
Sequoia and King’s Canyon  Yosemite!
A Snapshot of Our Trip So Far
Away We Go! Our National Parks Road Trip Itinerary

 

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Yosemite!

Many say Yosemite is one of the most beautiful places in the country, so we decided to spend five nights there. After an arduous hike, the view from the top of Yosemite Falls was well worth the climb. Another hike took us to an unforgettable waterfall at Hetch Hetchy Resevoir in a section of the park that has fewer visitors and allowed us to escape the weekend crowds. One of Jedd’s college friends, Tyler, was able to fly out to meet us to experience this leg of the epic road trip together. We’re appreciative that he made the effort to join us! As in many of the other parks, we also took advantage of the Ranger programs, which always provides deeper insight to our experience (and usually good laughs from the cute things enthusiastic children contribute to the talks).


See more from our road trip here (videos included):
Epic Road Trip Day One: 4 States in 2 Days
Yellowstone  Jackson  Exploring Utah   Bryce and Zion
Grand Canyon  Las Vegas National Park
Sequoia and King’s Canyon  Redwoods and the Oregon Coast
A Snapshot of Our Trip So Far
Away We Go! Our National Parks Road Trip Itinerary

 

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Sequoia and King’s Canyon

We had a great three nights camping in King’s Canyon where we could explore the canyon, rivers, lakes, huge trees, neighboring Sequoia National Park, and- of course- encounter more wildlife! The highlight of this part of the road trip was definitely the bear on our hiking trail.


See more from our road trip here (videos included):
Epic Road Trip Day One: 4 States in 2 Days
Yellowstone  Jackson  Exploring Utah   Bryce and Zion
Grand Canyon  Las Vegas National Park
Yosemite!  Redwoods and the Oregon Coast
A Snapshot of Our Trip So Far
Away We Go! Our National Parks Road Trip Itinerary

 

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Las Vegas National Park

Though not a National Park and not on our list of places to see, Las Vegas was on the way from Grand Canyon to Sequoia. And so we spent the weekend there. Fortunately, Michelle’s parents and brother, Tyler, were able to join us as well.

If we weren’t already, we are now officially big Cirque du Soleil fans. We were able to see both “O” (the water show) and “Mystere” while in Vegas, and they were absolutely spectacular. We were in awe of all the crazy things human beings are able to do and of the intricate, creative thought that went into every moment on stage.

We likened the city of Las Vegas to a grown up’s Disneyland, a comparison that has no doubt been made before. It’s a land where reality is set aside for the time being, buildings are constructed with no other limit than imagination, and each resort plays its theme out down to the smallest detail.

But it’s not all fun and games. On the streets, a silent story was being told that deeply saddened us. Most people are probably familiar with what happens on the streets of Vegas: the distribution of pornographic prostitution flyers. Many people laugh these off or simply ignore them. But who is distributing these flyers? Is it the pimps? People who want to promote prostitution? I don’t think so. It was people desperate to support their families. People who would have exhausted any other alternative for making a clean living. People who had to set aside their values and moral beliefs in order to scrape by. Can you imagine what kind of situation would cause a person to make this choice? More often than not, it’s someone of hispanic background behind those flyers. Immigrants who have to be paid under the table can be taken advantage of by “employers” because, without papers, they can’t go to the authorities to report unfair wages or other abuses. Behind their stoic faces and the snap snap of the flyers between their fingers, dutifully pushing a flyer at each male pedestrian who passes by, you can start to see that there is more to their story. Something that we push behind facades because it’s too ugly or sad to bear. You can tell that behind all the glitter and lights, something is not right in Vegas. There is plenty to distract us from thinking about it- that’s what Vegas is about: distraction. But it’s definitely there in the dark corners, and we’re all at least a little relieved that someone is covering it up so we don’t have to think about it. For the time being.


See more from our road trip here (videos included):
Epic Road Trip Day One: 4 States in 2 Days
Yellowstone  Jackson  Exploring Utah 
Bryce and Zion  Grand Canyon
Sequoia and King’s Canyon  Yosemite!
Redwoods and the Oregon Coast
A Snapshot of Our Trip So Far
Away We Go! Our National Parks Road Trip Itinerary